We're all trying to come to terms with the fact a young man shot his way through locked doors and used tiny bodies for target practice. My mind goes so far, and then stops.
And I try, like any person, to think of possible ways to prevent this from happening. I think of ways we can improve mental health care, ways we can entertain young people without letting them think killing is thrilling, and ways we can keep weapons whose only purpose is killing large numbers of human beings out of the hands of the untrained, the unfeeling, and the disconnected. I try to think of ways to protect my own 6-year old first grader, whose body, when I look at it, doesn't seem to have enough real estate to sustain eleven bullets from an assault rifle.
But the solution proposed by the NRA, to put armed guards at schools, is the absolute worst solution I've heard of.